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Nazirah
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SLUMBER PARTY FOR TWO. (Y)

Eliyy slept over at my house!! (Pasir Ris one..) And it was crazy! (Y)

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These were the CD's she brought: :) We watched Noroi the curse (Haslan & I were supposed to watch it but we nvr finished) and The Eye 10 and listened to Tokio Hotel!:
This is right after she arrived. In the morining-afternoon(ish). I love her T-shirt please. Mickey mouse with a handcuff and gun~ :) :Took some pictures with my wall background.. :)
And other random pictures... I'll let the pictures tell the story. :) WAS SUPER FUN LAAAH!
I cut out moos-ta-shay's and we camwhored. (With my younger sister this time and yes I know she's taller. :More:Eliyy: "Make love not war.." You gotta interpret these well kids. :I SWORE WE CLUBBED IN THE ROOM AT NIGHT! Turned on some danceable songs and just rocked it out! Brought the house down! wohoo!Right before bedtime bayybehh~! :So, the next day, she accompanied me wakeboarding. We made kimchi fried rice in the morning which wasn't soo great to me 'cause I wasn't used to it. But it tastes ok ah. I landed a 1 wake jump and almost did a 2 wake jump. I have blisters and bumps on my fingers. And my veins were popping out. I sprained my ankle cos my foot flew out of the bindings while the bindings were tight. :( It's loose enough for my foot to slide out but not loose enough for my feet to slide out smoothly. Violent I tell you. The board almost flew out but the bindings on my right foot was slightly tighter. Sam was damn cute lah with Kelson's son. And HE GIT TO EAT DINNER WITH SASHA! (and paul) but like OMG LAAA!!!! JEALOUS!
WEBCAMMED WITH NAZY!!! And more random stuff around us. :)

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Hey pessimist~! I'm an optimistic narcissist!!

[Part I]

I know when you're not okay and I DON'T have to go to your blog or anyone's blog to know it.Yeah I know you know.
It's really obvious because it's written all over you.
It's everywhere, spilling all over.
I can't do anything cause you always say that you're okay when you're not and I know when
you've been thinking.
Like.. REALLY thinking.
Because after you've thought about it, it's the same.
I've seen that emotion before.
I've been that emotion before.
I've heard it one too many times.
And it's bugging me because...
It's not the same atmosphere between us and knowing that I talk to you a LOT,
so YEAH it affects me.
I'm not angry at you.
I don't hate you.
I'm just really really confused.
No, it's not about my happiness.
I'm only happy because I know you're there.
Maybe I don't want to be with you and you expected it because
I don't want to rush
I haven't thought about "us" because
there is no need to.
Why can't we just give time a chance?
I'm that kind.
The kind who can't balance soo many things on her shoulders.
The kind who can't focus on soo many things.
Especially since I'm addicted to wakeboarding!
This addiction is like no other..
And if you know me....
Well, thing is, you don't..
Even if you said you do.
You don't.
I'm that kind...
Whose focus in life is being realistic.
I'm that kind..
Where being with someone is last in my list.
If the world is really gonna end soon,
I'd spend it on soo many other things.
I swear..
Ask my friends...
I'd rather die a virgin than miss all the better things in life...
Like travelling...
Getting car liscence...
cliff jumping...
I know what I've done soo far means soo much to you.
And seems negligible to me.
But it doesn't...
Because everything in life is imporant.
INCLUDING you.
I know how much I mean to you
and how, yet, I've failed to accept it.
I KNOW.
But don't tell me to fix it.
Because I also know that it's not really that important.
I know that that last four words can hurt you.
Because it takes as much for me to say it because KNOWING ME,
there's a part that disagree's with it.
Have you ever asked me what I see in you?
If you bother, please do.
I can sum it all up in one sentence.
Which would explain if you think about it..
But seriously, can you stop thinking about it?
I CAN cause I'm busy thinking of aceing this semester and wakeboad at the sametime.
I really want to try novice.
And I really can't think about us.
There's really no space.
NOt even when it's the hols because YES I still have to study and stuff.
Darling dearest, eventhough you "sense" it and you say you know.
Doesn't mean it's true.
Cause, Like you said....
I'm different...
Eventhough you're 19..
Sorry for nagging..

[Part II]

I SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY BECAUSE NAZY FORCE ME TO! *PEACE*
YESTERDAY S.C INSTRUCTED ME IN WAKEBOARDING! I'M DAMN HAPPY LAH! DARLING! YOU ARE FREAKING HAWTT! AND PRETTY! AND GAAAH! I WISH I WAS A GUY LAH! (girls can go gaga over girls but guys over guys are just... nono) SHE HAS A GREAT SMILE!!! CAN'T STOP STARING AH! I SWEAR GUYS! IF YOU SAW HER, YOU'D MELT ALSO!!!!! :D

[Part III]

ALWAYS get your info from the first person at hand! What if you don't know the whole story huh? It's called FITNAH! (cheyy) for you non-muslimin dan muslimah's it means, a very big sin for thinking wrongly of a person and believing on something you heard from someone but not first hand. (because it turns out as a lie) Sinful tau. :d

[Part IV]

Check out next season for Part IV
THANKS!

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of the sicklyness


I'm sick today. Didn't go to school. YAY! I'll probably get a letter telling me I missed 3 days of school. Of which TWO that I skipped. Heheheh~ Sorry parents. :) Stayed home and ate and watched Darkstalkers - Night Warriors (Anime) which was a random pick but all interesting. Downloaded FIFA and some MUGEN characters and updated blog. TAADAA! Was training yesterday and it was SWIMMING training! uhh... 20 laps.. O_O *diediedie* but it was good. Felt better after swimming but my fluu came back. RAWRR~ I'm moving house this december! YAY! -.-"V
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Making Bunnies Pay


Wakeboarded today!!! As usual, I was late~! But it was okay since Syafiq rode first and his gf was there~! And she's cute unlike him.. HAHA~ Joking k? I FINALLY PERFECTED MY SWITCHFOOT 180~! And landed a jump but it wasn't a full 1 wake jump. It was at least three quarter of it. I hate it when I fall and all the water starts gushing into my nose. I still feel like all my nosehair has been pulled out. :(

AFTER THAT, had an awesome unplanned meet up with anak Hamid yang bernama 'Eliyya Hamid!!! :D Had the normal talk as per usual... Then we ateat MacD's and came across random ex springers. Then we went to Pasir Ris beach (refer to first photograph). DAMN NICE LUHH~! And the breeze was strong and it was all cooling~! :) I got a necklace from Diva~! The peace necklace~! The blue one~! :) WOOHOO~! Supposed to meet Faisal's girlfriend but I was having too much fun being with Eliyy. I'll put up more pictures in the next post~! :)

YES PEOPLE~! I SLIMMED DOWN! hahahah wtf









Did you teach her what I taught you?
So, how does she taste?
I'm happy for you..
But I'm shocked at how easily you forget me..
I knew you would...
But not this fast...

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La-La-La-La, everybody get'em ha'~!

It's blurry but as you can see, went bowling with W15Q-ers on saturday. It was fun laah duhh~! And yes I suck at bowling. :( everytime i roll the ball, it goes to the left. The more right i go, the more left it went. The class ended up laughing at me but funny laa~ Sinying roll her ball very cute. At the last roll of our last game, we roll the ball backwards. And yeah it was funny when overgrown Kumar fell. After that, we went to pastamania to eat. Sinying was upset about something I duno why but then W15Q went to get her something to make her happier~! ^^V
That Kumar ah.. One big flirt I tell you. LoL. And no I'm not attracted to him.. D: Eeeyer~ hahah~ But he's my class scandal ah~ ahahahhahahah omg D: much~ I saw someone who had tattoes all over and his boxers were like wrapping paper. Pink with patterned hearts all over that kind. Came home around 9 plus.Went wakeboarding on SUNDAY and after that, we had to wait till 4 and it was only 12 plus pm. So, we went to eat at Carls Jr and went back to the resevoir to sleep.

Apparently, RIKISHI! I'M TALLER THAN THE BOARD AH! The board is 1.42m okayy~ I'm 1.50m~ I'm taller~ nanynany poo poo~ suck my nenepok~
Being with THafiq is damn fun luhh~ (he cannt pronounce S like Hanzalah)

Syafiq's quotes:
"Kevin! Put your wallet in your bag lah! later the wakes make the dock go up down then your wallet fall in the water~! Later the fish take bus ah!"
(talking about nipples to fat to liposuction) "If my mother do liposuction, I slap her face! So old redi want to do liposuction!.. EHEHEHE~ my mother not fat, my mother cute."

For today, Sammy flirt~ lol~! He high ah~ Oh and his korean name is Lee KuK Jin~ hahaha~
kuching~

Apparently, my sideslide is very very good to them~ woot! Atleast got something to smile about. Cos I can't jump like they can. Waiting for my ranking bayybehh~! I'm aiming for novice competition next year~ 8D Stylo Milo~! woot!

There were German's there and I pity them when Kevin talk to them cos his SINGLISH DAM BAD LAA!! Can see from their face that they sometimes cannot understand~ Singaporeans~ Aiyoh~

So today, my whole body aching.
I was too tired yesterday and at night, one small talk turned out to a fight which in the end I cry lah(tsk~ as always) ~ Maybe I got PMS. My fault ah~ All my fault wad~ I duno ah~ But I'm sorry Nazy~ I'm still a bit upset at the way you talk to me. When you called me just now, I didn't like the tone you had. Maybe it's just me but you sounded pissed at me~ So, whateverthefuck lah~

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MohMohMoh


Credits: World

Ayee~! You know what I miss? Dressing up for a guy I like... hahah~! I really miss looking nice and someone telling me I look pretty or cute or amazing or just "Nice putfit!"
*sigh*
I'm like.. dressing up for school~ Which is pointless cos there's no one in school that I like~ Maybe just eye candies but not really someone I really like~ lol~!
(by the way, Bryan Mark Oliveiro's class is diagonal from mine~ Happy Or WHAT?! *grins*)

My new class is can ah(?)~ E36J is awesome~ But W15Q is awesome PLEASE~! I'm not the brightest bulb but still... Hahah~ But Rikishi busted tsia~ He always bully me.. why? Because I don't care~ Why? Because it's pointless to cry over someone who simply twists ur arm~ O_O (eventhough it hurts?) yup!

Then I think everyone in class is nerdy lorr~!
No hot guys~ Only one guy with very good-looking facial features~ He looks handsome can? That's it uh~

Okay.. I'll continue some other time~ Wakeboard senior ajak go Bangkok next year~ Should I or Should I not? O_O

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I can't stop, believing, that wishes do come true~


I don't know why the pictures are small but I give up anyways...

I went to the beach with Eliyy yesterday~! It was gereks aah~! Wanted to ajak Nazy~ *sigh* Confirm cannot go all the way to east coast~ buhh~ But it was quite fun ah~! took tons of polaroids and the place was awesome.. we never get tired of staring at the sky~ I love nature! 8]
I love our colour combination of clothes~! wohoo~! *nazy smile* There's this tourist - photographer who took picture of us with his new friend WILSON~! hahaha We're gonna be in his album that's in his competition. wohoo~! great day~! ELIYY! You making me speak more malay cos of today lor lor lor~!
I'll post up the videos on the next post...
Btw, the ground by the beach looked like it was littered with milo cereal and coco crunch~! Sounded like it too! 8]



As you can see.. Wishes DO come true~! I got my converse cobalts which I call "Chuck Cobalt" wohoo~! Damn nice lah the colour~!!! Cobalt blue. I got them today after my wakeboarding. With Syamil Khan. He watched me wakeboard today and went out with me~ YAY! Crazy blardy idiot~! I dunno who writes his scripts.. Damn funny lahh~! Had fun with you goong head! We went to ecp after that~ Wah I hate burners tsia and little caucasian/american kids~! They are really annoying~ *rolls eyes* Kan Syamil Khan? I got blisters and sunburns and a future of tmr filled with body pains from wakeboarding~ EURGH! My bag was wet because there was a towel in it and so, I had my sk8 magazine in it and it got wet and torn and now it's slightly dryer and it's crumled up.. :(

overall P.S:
I LOVE YOU NYAH!! I love ECP lah NYAH!
I need a new bikini after today~ >,

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SBS

I wish everyday was a first day of Raya. Then I think in one month, can buy wakeboard and longboard and wakegear, whole year supply of polaroid films and cobalt chucks. Wakeboard in Singapore costs at least $1100 okay? WHich is like.. WHOA~! A whole month's house rental fee. Shitto~ The picture's quite blurry (you probably already know that. Ha!) There was my grandma's side from my mother's side which is the indian side came over at my grandma's house. And I know none of them but one. Which is creepy. Cos they all seem to know me.. 8[. By the way, this year is more of a slacky year since I'm moving out to Pasir Ris temporarily for next year. We're all waay too busy. Soo little kuih's and the house wasn't decorated. Just moved furnitures. But I got my bedroom new bedsheets and rearanged the stuff.. Ofcourse I would choose a blue bedsheet la~! Then, orange skirting. Sorta goes with my beach ball hangin from the ceiling..


I screwed up the bedside table though.. But if you observe carefully, a person's personal table can tell a LOT about them.
Puasa finally over and now I can start wakeboarding again!!! WHEEEE~! So, I'm wakeboarding this week on the 25th and the 29th.. After wakeboarding on the 29th, I'll go to the sec 4 bbq which starts at 6pm at pasir ris..
Speaking of wakeboarding, I got sponsored for wakeboarding. Like full sponsor. Free board and free training. The offer is great I swear. The person who wants to sponsor me is the trainer and he teaches at wakeboarding school and that's where Sasha.C is learning her wakeboarding. COOL RIGHT?!!! He want to sponsor only me. Like.. FTW! And it's cheaper.. They do 6 riders at a time for $95 for 1 hour. (each person pay about $95/6. You do the math) compared to what I've got now which is 1 rider for $50 for 1/2 hour each person. I had the "drive" and I learn fast. Great deal right? But the catch is always the hardest to take in. Like.. my heart literally sank. If I were to get sponsored, all I had to do is convince my seniors to start wakeboarding at ounggol instead of Bedok Resevoir. Changing venues means no Roger the boat rider. Roger's been our boat rider for years. He's not just any boat rider. We wakeboard FOR him. Not him for us. And his gf used to be an rp wakeboarder. And my seniors are all close to him. It's like skateboarding for REAL skateboards for years and suddenly change to Zero skateboarders or what. Backstabbing right? So yeah.. Once time opportunity of sponsor is sorta off. *cries*
Okay bye now...
"Few women admit their age.... Few men act it!"

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Of..... Parks Bonifay (?) and wakeboarding and wakeskating~

This is Parks Bonifay..

WORLD NUMBER ONE AH! FTW~! WOHOO~!! Soo cool~! he got into guiness world record for the youngest water skii-er at the age of 6 months. 6 MONTHS~!! D: He's soo cool~! And he's the first every dyude to officially land a switch toeside 1080~!!! D: That's like.. Turning 1080 degrees like switchfoot ah~! but 1080 degrees~! D:



This is waterskate... WATERSKATE IS SOO COOL LAH!!!!! SERIOUS SCHIT!!!!!!!

Shawn Neo got his own new wakeboard!!!! AAARGHH!!! at $1150. AARGHH! I WANT!!!! gaaah~!!! It's soo bootiful~!!!!! white and orange~!!! Aargh Shawn!!!!

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Of the little things in life~

I lost my head the morning I woke up. I had a really awesome yet bad yet cool yet scary dream. Singapore was drowning and there was water everywhere in the world and we had to get to higher grounds and i tried to save myself with these inflatable boats which somehow I inflated wrongly and Razzlynn was scolding me because that inflatable boat is supposed to be inflated the other side up unlike the other inflatable boats she had which could be inflated either of the two ways. So anyway, Eliyya shouted duck and I said "WHERE?!" (she meant duck as in the action) and the next thing I knew, a duck flew in my face and my head popped off my neck like how Mr Potato head could pop off his facial-ities (no such word but you get it.). And I could hear myself talking in my sleep. I said "Where's my head?". So ANYWAY, the creepy part of the dream was the non-fact scene where singapore was like... flooded and the water reached the level of 1/3 of the flats here. Which is quite scary because I can't swim.

Speaking of not being able to swim, the wakeboarding team was supposed to hit the pool for the dry trainings (apparently not dry now..) and it was mentioned on the last dry training and I exclaimed that I couldn't swim and my seniors said that I could just hit the baby pool. Thanks soo much you low life scumbags.

I need to go wakeboarding soon. Can fasting month end faster? Or else I'll be kicked out of wakeboarding and no I don't want that.

I'm gonna get my Jeff Dunham CD back soon! From Alex~ Slow ass mutton took months to give it back.

Danny gave up on me I think cos we're not in talking terms. But nevermind~ What goes well ends well. What goes bad ends bad. I can't wait to go back to school. Who knows if I'll be in the same class as Nazirah or Brian Mark Oliveiro or Joshua Anand Mariadass.

Alright. I'm still in slumber mode. Gonna go hide under the bushes eating truffles and la-za-nia (I don't know how to spell it~ I'm not italian. >,<").

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