I’m in school right now and we’re all slacking. Thing is, we can’t do anything till we’ve collected enough fruit waste for our project. I’ve been playing Virtual Villagers, Sarah’s playing Dragon something and Farawr is currently watching something and laughing.. So, yeah.. It’s really dark and I’m freaking bored.

  I had oreo ice-blend bubble tea and you know what sugar does to me and what milk does to me right? (For those who don’t know, I get hyperactive and I’m lactose intolerant.. So, now I feel like:

I really can’t help it..

Last night, or more so, this morning at 2 something AM, someone I once cared soo much about and then ditched me and made me hate soo much talked to me. No wait, CONFESSED to me. You have no idea how that just made my entire year. :) Eventhough I still don’t feel like I could trust him with what he said, I feel pretty awesome knowing that even if it WAS a lie, it was a very tedious lie meant for me and even THAT made me smile. The thought that this person would actually lie to me that much is just awesome.. And if it wasn’t a lie, well, perhaps, I might just fall for this asshole who broke my heart right? Of course I would want to take the chance and of course I would be absolutely careful this time. NO *coughing*!

  My previous date was a disaster. Pree and Eliyy knows the amount of guys who shocked me with *coughs* I half expected and fully didn’t want. I DIDN’T EVEN HAVE TO DO ANYTHING! –..- I know you may think “eurgh.. she’s such a slut.. bragging as if all the guys want her..” No really, I really don’t want it. Especially cause I don’t have feelings for them.. (ITS NOT SOO MANY GUYS LAH OKAY!) As I was saying, on my previous date, I literally pulled my head back and said very clearly “NO *coughs* ON THE FIRST DATE!”. I really REALLY didn’t want any.. Especially not from this friend of mine. But NooOOoOoOO, it just HAD to happen. And I was fucking traumatised. Forever. I will bring a scotch tape. And don’t tell me I misled the person. Cause you know what I was doing? I was trying to balance a “silly band” on my nose. And giggling. When that person said “Amirah, I want to tell you something. Can you please be serious??” I said okay.. And when he was going to say that he loves me, I said “I’m wondering if this could hang on YOUR nose.” So, no, I was SURE this time that I wasn’t trying to steal a *coughs*. Ballz..

  Thus, I shall eat garlic a lot. :D

I’m not tempting you! >:|

GOODNIGHT WORLD! Home time~!