Eliyy wants me to update. HAh… Last Thursday, was my dad’s birthday. Bought him a new phone in which he exchanged with mom for the iphone. haha.. Wadahel. After training was insane. At school, there’s this “secret” bathroom in which Dorcs, ShawMat and I knows. (ShawMat is Shawn and Mamat but they’re like conjoined twins. metaphorically speaking.) We wanted to show Fiq this “secret” bathroom but Ashk was there. Me and Dorcs went to the “secret” bathroom first. So, Shawmat went to the normal cold bathroom with fiq and Ashk. We apparently don’t like Ashk so the guys “pretended” to enter the bathroom but ran away while he was still in it. Haha. Bloody assholes. Anyway, I like this guy “Emm”. Just a little bit though. And that day, he invited me to watch a movie. The day before, we were chatting about watching horror films and Starwars and stuff. So, I thought we were going to watch a horror film and he said “actually, it’s a romance film.” *giggles* Wtf. So, we were going to watch the movie on Saturday. Which was yesterday. (I’ll get to that) After that, he game me his hardrive and asked me to pass him all the Starwars Episodes. :D That night, I put them all in and left him a note that’s about how awesome he is. I just complimented him but as-a-friend kind of way.

  On Thursday, the topic for the module I had was awesome and awesomely fun. O_O I gave Emm his hardrive back and left to eat. Nothing much there. Remember about the factual story where a random stranger told me I look cute. It made me feel good yeah? Well, I decided to do that. Compliment a stranger. On my way home, I was telling Sarah how goodlooking the dude upfront in the bus queue was. And when we went up the double deck, there were only 2 pairs of seats left (pairs?) and each of these pairs were preoccupied by someone. One of them was that guy and immediately, Sarah, who was infront of me, sat at the OTHER seat so I would end up sitting beside that guy in which I complimented earlier. Sarah texted me and said that she just wants to laugh so hard but she couldn’t. I texted back saying that I’m going to tell him he looks good. HAH! wtf why did I say that? Right before I left the bus, I had written him a note. I couldn’t show it on text msg cause well, he was asleep. So, as I was about to leave the note on his sweater (that he left on his bag), his eyes began to open. THAT was when I started to tremble. My hands were like so nervous and I mentally conversed with myself, “oh shit shit shit shit shit!!!!” So, from then I felt soo stupid cause I just quickly left the note on his sweater and got up really fast and left with my hair covering my face like a pontianak. I was damn scared please!  I looked horrible on that day. So, I didn’t want him to really LOOK at me you know. I got off the bus trembling. So kental. But thank god I finally complimented someone. It felt good. ^^ Making someone’s day. (though, I’m not sure if it made his day or freaked the hell out of him.) hah So, yep! That night, Sarah told me that he was looking around and he put the note in his bag. hahahha Please don’t let him remember my face. (Though I secretly want him to.) Emm went online and told me the the note I left for him was adorable. :D Aww! I’m so shy now. hahah. OH YEAH ELIYYA WAS THERE! totally forgot that after I got off the bus, Eliyya met up with me to buy fake eyelashes for 23rd. ^^ She came over my place and decided to sleep over. Anyway, in that conversation, Emm and I chatted about the next day’s plans. He was telling me that after his training with his 2 friends, he would tell them that he was gonna go meet his other friend and meet up with them later. SOO SWEET PLEAXE! He’s ditching them to watch a romance movie (Love & Drugs) with me! hahaha SOO HAPPY!!!! But Emm always treats me as a friend and nothing more. Which was AWESOME!

  So, YESTERDAY, which was Saturday, Eliyy was supposed to be home at 8am but ended up leaving with me at 1:30PM.Wadafuk. Now she can’t sleepover at my house anymore. (But I doubt her mom’s “anymore” meant forever) hah. So, I left to meet Emm and I was gonna be late. We were supposed to meet at 2PM but I only just left at 1:30PM. And we were supposed to meet at the new mall at Serangoon. That place is HUGE and AWESOME btw. (lol that’s what she said.) So, on my way there, Emm told me that he was gonna be half an hour late. YAY! and asked me  to buy the tickets first and told me that one of his friends is comming. Wadafuuuk. And yes ofcourse I know that friend of his cos he’s also my friend. hah. After I got that text, I rolled my eyes soo hard. Soo hard it might just roll off of my eye sockets. By the way, I was so calm on my way to meet Emm prolly cause we’ve known each other for like, half a year already. Hah. And I’ve known his friend for 2 years already. So, all this was cool and it’s more like a friendly outing to watch an M18 romantic movie. hahahah! wadahel. A girl and 2 guys. we got there the same time and all I did was roll eyes at them hahaha. Cause they were late and I was late and yay. We both got there at exactly 2:45PM for the movie, got the tickets, got in, got to our seats and the movie hasn’t even started. WOOHOO! Perfect. No time wasted. I sat inbetween them with Emm on my right. Should have left the two boys sitting side by side. This movie has got PORN in them! haha! Anne Hathaway has really nice huge tits btw.

<<< HOLLIE SHIIIT! <3 (google her and you can see titty pictures of her)  X3

  Sidetracked. Anyway, THE MOVIE IS SOO BLOODY SWEET! GO WATCH PEOPLE! (no no not watch people. I meant, people, go watch it.) During a sex scene, Emm’s friend (who’s my friend too) said “omg I love this movie!” and all the way Emm was pretty quiet. At the end of the movie, I THINK EMM CRIED cause it was just that sweet. All I know was that his eyes were watery and he didn’t defend himself when I teased him about crying. He rested his head on my shoulder. hahah. And I rested my head on his head. For a dyude with curly-ish hair, his hair was really soft. Then, they went for a smoke break (over here, he tried on my sweater and it made him look like an ah beng in tight clothes.) then we decided to go to Starbucks for a hot drink. He got Hot chocolate with whipped cream on top cause it was soooo bloody cold! (check check, it was raining that day) So, I wanted to make his nose touch the whipped cream. haha. He offered me his drink and I rejected of course. I can’t have milk. Anyway, they were just talking about SO MANY THINGS! I had no idea how one thing led to another. First about Starwars, about him wanting to get the same ring as mine, him wearing my ring and talking to it. By the way, he is the only guy who can fit into my ring. No other guy could. I felt that my fingers were fat. But then again, it was still loose for me. Then, he started mentioning about his future. His friend also. He mentioned about wanting four kids and how he’ll cry while having sex with his wife cause she’s gonna suffer for 9 months and at the birth of his children, he’ll cry cause it was his fault. DAMN CUTE LAH! (I’m giggling while typing this) He is so merepek please. His friend (in which I stress, is my friend too) couldn’t stop laughing until his face turned red. Then he said that he wants his kids to be a year apart so that four years straight, he could panic about PSLE, O’Levels, A’Levels, Uni and stuff like that. During Hari Raya, after his kids gets married and has children, his grandchildren would all run after him and jump on him and it would be very cute. (Like the gremlins hor) He would of course stop smoking the moment he gets married and his friend made a bet with him that if his abs fail to maintain and he grows a tummy, he owes his friend a Jack Daniels Cannon. (I think Jack Daniels) He said that he wants a wife who can tolerate his bullshit. He said this to his “imaginary” kids, “Kids, my job is to irritate you, you irritate your mom.” SO CUTE! He mentioned that he will purposely make one kid annoy the other and stuff. *sigh*  He told me “you see, solid guys don’t have girlfriends and go; “I want a girlfriend and break up with her cause we’re young.” we’re the type that really looks into the future for a reason. ”. And he was also indirectly referring to the note I left in his hardrive (I mentioned that the world should have more people like him.) which explained his deep eye contact. He said that the only reason why he’s aiming for his degree is the future of his own kids. ^^ You know, that was like whoaaa~! That’s the kind of guy I like. Hilarious men with serious ambitions. :) (not to mention that he LOVES STARWARS!) After that, we went out for another smoke break. They had the cigarettes, I had the smoke. *coughs* they were talking about Jess__ (yeah I know her) and how cute she is. I, out of ego, went (in a joking way) “cuter than me?”. His friend said “If she was skinnier, she would be as cute AS you. So, I laughed at that compliment and he said “I’m serious! You’re really cute! When I saw your passport photo, I’d totally date you if I were Malay.” (if. because he’s Chinese and his parent’s won’t allow him). Then Emm said “Amirah is Amirah. Cannot compare. I’d date her! I’d TOTALLY DATE HER!”  (I blushed at this point) But I wonder why he doesn’t. I’ll ask him later. After that random talk, they decided to head to his friend’s house and then he’ll drive me to the interchange. haha lame. Send me to AMK interchange which is farther than my house. –.- So, I just decided to go home to home-cooked food. YUM! His friend gave me a light hug (I stress again that his friend is my friend too and we’re close) and he gave me a super tight hug. ^^ Then I went home. I’m smitten. :) Completely. But in a chill way.. like, just struck with awe. ^^ For once, I’m not flirting with someone whom I actually like and doesn’t like me back and I want to keep it this way. Not ruining such a good friendship until how I feel has been reciprocated without me doing anything or forcing anyone. :)

  BY THE WAY THAT FRIDAY NIGHT, ELIYY AND I WEBCAMMED WITH HER “Emm”. :D HAHA! BOTH ALSO GOODLOOKING PLEASE! AND WE’RE BOTH IN THE SAME SITUATION. HOW UNCANNY IS THAT?! And she made me listen to a song which is now stuck in my head: