What are you gonna do in life huh? Basically, I’ve heard way to many times that people gave up on hope. It bringing me down because these things mean soo much to me. Hope, faith and love. It means soo much. And I would NEVER give up on them. I’m not pinpointing people here okay? Generally, I have a LOT of friends which tell me that they’ve lost hope and just simply want to give up.

  Don’t you think it’s a little self-centered? Like, have you ever thought of YOUR future and never dwell on the past and the present too much? Have you ever thought of how people surrounding you might think and what kind of impression you make on them? Yes. I know that many motivators have been saying that you do things, you do for YOURSELF in your own likes but what are these things that you THINK you’re doing a good job at? Yes you should always put your dreams and aspirations first but when it seems like you can never reach them, are you gonna just throw them away? What are you gonna do then? Think about it. Think about your mother, your father and everyone else that mattered more than yourself. Boyfriends and girlfriends? No, they shouldn’t be the reason for where you are now. They’re simply company, born in the world to help you people in life. Have you ever thought of the people who brought you to life? Think about it.

  Nobody’s life is perfect and everyone is indifferent. Some people out there are dying and yet they still want to life because they have soo much hope in their lives. People who actually want to keep moving forward. But the sad truth is, that probably only doctors would know, is that they’re dying, and these doctors know exactly when they’re gonna die. I read stories of teens trying to commit suicide. Suicide is what happens when every tiny amount of hope that is left has not been ignited and simply erodes of.  These people are killing themselves because they think that life had shut them in a locker and nobody will ever be able to find the keys. Pessimists. If this word was never created and had no meaning, life would be better. The greatest enemy you will EVER face is yourself and I know that my words may come out of a TV screen but when I say it, I really mean it. So, you gotta stand up to this enemy of yours and take your life by the wheel.

  It’s absolutely ridiculous and stupid to be losing hope in things that you can regain hope from. The only time you should be losing hope is the exact moment where you’re strapped into the seat of a rollercoaster and you have no way of getting out because you brother has just dragged you there. Or probably when the chicken rice stall has finally run out of chicken rice. Yeah. Lose hope on that since you just have no way out of it. You can never loose hope in TRUST, AMBITIONS and RELATIONSHIPS. It’s the three most ridiculous excuses to lose hope in.

  I trust all my friends and even if one trust is broken, it doesn’t mean my entire life has gone down the drain. I can always build up trusts because I choose to. Ambitions. Firstly, I am NOT doing a course that I want to. I’ve always been a philosophical person. Not a scientist. In fact, my science was one of the worst grades I’ve gained in O’ levels. I never loose hope. Always think of the future that if I just screw this up, my mother would have wasted at least 3 thousand dollars to bring me to this place and she has done soo much for me in my 18 years of life not counting the 9 months she took to make sure I was breathing properly in her womb. My ambitions to be a professional wakeboarder will always be there eventhough I’m not that great in wakeboarding. But my mother’s ambitions will always be there too. All she actually wanted me to have is a great job and a job that will earn me a wealthy living.

  Relationships. Now THAT is stupid. Isn’t it self –centered to even THINK of relationships? Firstly, it’s not important. (Yes, this is for you.. suck it up..) My mom always tells me that for everyone out there, you will always be able to find a partner. Allah has created a being that will live with you throughout your life and make you the happiest person and contented with life. It’s who you pick and who you desire. Whoever it is, he/she is for you. Everybody will have a chance. So, why loose hope? I may have lost “someone” a long time ago. I’ve been ditched, dumped, cheated and used. SEVERAL times and you are NOT the only one who feels like this. But have I lost hope? No. People who probably feel worse than you are gorgeous people who because disabled in an accident. But mentally stable and normal. Don’t you think that maybe, they find it harder to be in relationships with people they have crushes on?

  This may seem as if I was insulting you or something but it’s just that, I can’t believe it. People change other people’s lives and this is DEFINITELY not the way that your life should be changed. I believe that everyone has that little hope left and only they themselves can amplify it. I believe in you and I believe you can do better in your life if only you believe in yourself. You have to stop being so full of yourself and open your eyes to what the world has for you. A million things to do and you lost hope. Take CHARGE of your life because you know you’re not a lame pathetic, sympathetic soul who couldn’t do anything about life.

Out of the night that covers me,
black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be,
for my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance,
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of fate,
my head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears,
looms but the horror of the shade,
and yet, the menace of the years finds,
and shall find me, unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
how charged with punishment the scroll,
I am the master of my fate,
I am the captain of my soul.

-Invictus