I don’t want to be in “a situation” or a relationship. Whatever you call it. I suppose I just need some man companionship. A dyude who could really laugh and go insane with as a friend. I miss doing that with Mafai and I suppose I’m in desperate need for one. I’m not looking for a crush or anything like that. I just need to balance out my testosterone levels out. Haha. I need my “skateboarding moment”. I don’t want to be girly and shitz. I want to but not always. I want a dyude to actually love hanging out with me without criticizing me unless he’s being sarcastic. I don’t want to be with a guy knowing that he likes me but still criticize my flaws.

  Stop noticing my flaws.

  All I want is someone who makes me feel awesome when I’m sad. And I don’t want him to think I’m awesome (although that would be nice) I just want to feel awesome by myself. I need something that keeps me going. It’s soo hard when you’ve got a guy bestfriend who’s attached.

  One day, I’m just gonna go insane.

#Random Fact:
  I need to go diving. I’m not an open waters diver. I’m just a scuba diver because I couldn’t complete my diving course at oman because of some complications which sent me to checkups.. Hah. But I suppose it just gives me a chance to be able to dive with a professional hot diver. hahaha… Like my instructor at oman. Chad. :D