I realised that there’s someone I’ve been neglecting a lot recently. I’m soo caught up with myself and people who are always there for me that I’m forgetting the very person who’d made me happy. The very person who I knew the moment we got let down by our group of friends. The first most beautiful girl I’ve met my entire life. I still can’t imagine if we parted lives because she meant soo much to me. She was always there for me from the moment I met her. She may seem quiet and all but only I know her well. Thing is, I’m not sure if I know her well now. I still love her very much and care for her a lot. I recently went to her facebook page and realised that her past statuses said “I need a hug and a shoulder to cry on.” How could my facebook live feed not show me this? How could I pass the feeling of my very first true best friend? The moment I read that, I realised how much I’ve been missing from her life. I realised how much that maybe, just maybe, she need me. For once mira, spend time with her. She may not have the awesome time to spend time with you but you have soo much time in your hands and you can’t spend a minute with her? Who are you mira? Who am I?

I don’t want to be a person who jumps friends. A person who only hangs out with “awesome” people. I want to be known for good stuff. My friends has always been there for me and now I should always be there for them nomatter how small it is.

Nazirah,

I love you with all my heart. I know I may seem like I’m neglecting you. in fact, I know I did. But I realised that you’re my ex-gf(ehem) and Nobody else is awesomer than you and Eliyy and you know nobody could replace your personality even though I meet new people. Our friendship in the past had made people hate us but people who hate us was the only reason why we were brought together. I now we have people who love us and does that mean we should be brought apart? I love you and eventhough we go to the same school, it feels like we’re a million miles apart. I miss you.