I changed.. a LOT… I just realised how I looked soooo goddamn different.. I feel caterpillars turning to cocoons in my tummy.. It’s like.. WHOA~! and I WEIGH THE SAME OKAY! I have this obsessive thing about my weight.. I keep thinking that I’m fat (thanks to some people). So, now, I’ve got the habit of eating one heavy meal a day.. Which is a bad thing because your metabolism weight slows down and actually stores MORE fats.. So, I googled… :D and I’ve come to a conclusion… I HAVE TO EAT MORE! D:

Anyway, it’s 5:30am and I’m blogging.. I obviously can’t sleep.. Don’t ask.. I just can’t… (oooh Jan’s online~!) Oh OH OH!!! I’m really proud of myself for being able to do my 1-wake jumps 5 times in a row! hell yeah!! <3 I’m sooooo not ditching wakeboarding anymore~! I need to develop my arm muscles more in order for me to be able to land my 360 sideslide.. gangdammit!! I CAN’T WAIT!!!

Hmmm.. what else? I’d like to meet someone new.. New friends always make me happy! (Don’t worry! I still love my current ones!) Anybody wanna be my next victim? Hands up! (lalalala~! everybody get ‘em hi’)

I have to wear formal on wednesday.. :( Sports award coming up and I have to go.. I’m not used to wearing skirts etcetera etcetera… It’s annoying.. Do I have to wear heeeels? Please say nooooo~!! :(

I better go to sleep before dad wakes up..
GOODNIGHT!

Oh, and you know what I miss? I miss blogging like I’m telling a story. Nowadays, I’m just simply blogging like some “typical cheebye singaporean lidat”… Where are my bombastic words? Aiyah… wait another aeon okay?

Si bei sian…

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