Hi ex boyfriend. I know you’re reading this. Everything has been perfectly fine when you stopped being oh SOOO obsessed with me. Or at least it SEEMED like it. LIFE is a matter of choice. LOVE is a matter of time. C’mon. Maybe I’m being insensitive or just full of myself but just so you know, I DIDN’T say ANYTHING in the first place to offend you~! I STOPPED talking about you~! It’s YOU who started talking about me and telling me how you feel. I haven’t even been GOING to your blog for a while and it was oh sooooo fine. I thought everything was getting better. BUT you started telling people that you were “suffering”. MAYBE I’m INSENSITIVE and SOOO NARROW MINDED. But so ARE YOU! Why can’t my happiness be your happiness? do I HAVE to be with you for YOU to be happy? Am I REALLY your only source? No right? GET OVER IT. I’ve lived with a year getting over someone I never could forget but who said I couldn’t? I’m being mean now cos you’re just gone WAY too far! If you love me SOOOO much and want me to love you SOOO much, why don’t you try and stop making me hate you soo much? Like.. START talking to me instead of blogging about me. And stop going all emo over it, asking people what you should do.. Haven’t you got into that thick head of yours that I like you for who you are in the FIRST place?? Someone who treats me like a friend~! And why must I change for you? Why should you want to change the personality of the person who, BECAUSE of who she is, you like her? In FACT, this goes to EVERYONE~! Why should ANYONE change for the better of ANOTHER person when 50 or more other people love you for who YOU are in the first place? You’re supposed to change for YOUR own good and not some low life scumbag who just happen to call you narrow minded when THEY themselves are narrow minded. Tell me I’m saying the wrong thing and tell me what YOU think is right? YOU’RE UPSET because I left you? I know it means SOOOOOO much to you but seriously, if THAT meant SO much? then it’s TOOO fast.  It’s ALL IN THE MIND and stop pouring it all out. EVEN IF you can MAKE me be with you, it will NEVER BE TRUE.

Maybe YES I’m being a bitch. And YOU should grow up~! Cos you know why? I’M NOT THE ONE WHO’S OBSESSED WITH YOU. C’mon laa… Read your posts the way I read it. Who’s the one who should grow up huh? What? wanna play AGE now? IF YOU WANT TO SAY ANYTHING TO ME, SAY IT IN MY FACE~! And not talk about it to someone else or blab it in your blog~! Oh so now you wanna say “you’re doing the same thing.”? Please lah eh.. when I say things to you, NOTHING GETS INTO THAT THICK HEAD OF YOURS. Who’s the bitch now? AND HELLO~! SOMEONE OUT THERE STARING AT MY BLOG READING THIS. OBVIOUSLY you’re waiting for a reply. Even if I go up to you, you turn away. So, what’s the point of that?! Besides, isn’t it SOOOOO interesting to BLOG about people? BEst kan? Blog somemore ah. Reply to this. Go ah. GO…Defend yourself. Say what you want. Call me a bitch. Call me immature.. Let’s just let people go figure. Don’t you ever find yourself irritating? Cos, some people do. and not only me. Yes BITCH. I’m a BITCH. I’M SUCH A BITCH THAT I SCREWED UP YOUR LIFE WITHOUT EVEN TOUCHING YOU. Just remember, YOU started THIS all over again and YOU know it. OXYMORON.

Well, I’m GLAD I’m stubborn now. I’m GLAD I never ended up with you. That would make me tooo gullible to end up with someone like YOU. PERIOD.