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☀ Wednesday, September 16, 2009 (12:32 PM)

no meet ups~

I'm not meeting Faisal today. He had a big fight with his girlfriend. Thanks Amirah for ruining it. Now I'm at home alone and I'm soo bored. I'm just waiting for someone to suddenly appear at my doorstep with a bar of boost chocolate. I'm fasting laa... Maybe I could just mentally eat it. Plus, I'm at home alone. Completely alone I promise you. Call my house okay? So I wouldn't get bored.. It's at 6699clicknofurther. EURGH WHYY?!!!! This is why I miss boyfriends Y. They're always there. Oh yeah. Here's Eliyy's SOO-TRUE list of reasons why having a boyfriend is great. Soo loving Eliyy for this ah~ I'm very weird today~ Don't mind me. 8] The yellow one(s) is/are my added point. 8]

(P.s. We're not being desperate la idiots~ We didn't even say we WANT a boyfriend..This is against people who say "who need boyfriends when you've got friends?" Cos well, it's just nice to think about.)

Someone I’m allowed to like in a special way, and likes me back the same.

Someone I’m allowed to fall for as we spend more and more time together, and will fall for me just the same.

Every day will be special, and he will be my excuse for me to do mushy things.

He will love all my surprises, and pleasantly surprise me when I least expect it – even though it is something I really want from him. He would just have all the talent in the world to make me think, ‘Wow! I never thought you’d do this for me!’ when in fact, I did and it was pretty obvious for him to do these things for me, and yet, it will all somehow be new to the both of us.

Someone to hold in a special way. And mean it.

Someone I can whisper sweet things to into his ear. And mean it.

Someone I can spend hours getting ready before meeting him, and when we meet up, we find each other far more dazzling than we had ever noticed before thus feeling ashamed for a little while. And even though there are times when we both look quite normal/casual, we are both secretly hoping the other party loves the way we look just the same.

Someone whose cologne and/or deodorant and/or aftershave I can breathe in and get intoxicated with. The same toxic that will linger on the clothes that I wear when I meet him, so I will never forget what clothes I had worn to impress him, or what clothes had been really close to him. And I will never forget the smell.

Other than being a boyfriend, he will also be the best best male friend I could ever get. He will know when to be a boyfriend; when to be a best friend, and most impressively when to be both at the same time. I can also do my best in trying to be equally awesome. We can have fun as lovers, and we can also have fun as best friends.

He will be the person I will have the least number of wars with.There will be times when we quarrel as buddies, and all it takes is some love from each of us to forget it ever happened. There will be times when we quarrel as lovers, and we will take the time to understand each other because we’re the closest things on Earth, and it’ll be okay if we joke while apologizing to each other. And when we quarrel as both lovers and buddies, I will do what he would want me to do if he was angry and I was in the wrong – even when I am not in the wrong – and he will do what I would want him to do if I was angry and he was in the wrong – even when he is not in the wrong.

Someone I can have all those silent moments with, when out of the blue either he or I will say, “You’re amazing, you know that?” – or something along the lines - and give the implication that the other had been on our minds all along ... when in truth, we just weren’t thinking about anything at all, until we realized we’re still holding on to each other, breathed in each other’s presence, and felt like telling the other how nice the feeling was.

Someone who will make me want to do the things I don’t normally do: like reading the newspaper, just because; like watching Discovery Channel if it reminded me of him; like staring at the carpet, noticing every single detail on it. It would be the things that I wouldn’t normally do, and at the same time wouldn’t mind doing. And yet when I do it, I don’t even realize how weird this all is, for everything seems fine when he’s around.

Someone who makes me want to run to the other side of the world with, and yet makes me want to just stay put and not waste any time creating gaps between us.

Someone I simply want to spend time with just because we both happen to be free.

Someone who doesn’t mind having spontaneous ideas of where to go, and doesn’t get mad when I take him out penniless and without a clue where to go.

Someone who knows his morals, and mine. Someone who respects me and doesn’t take me for granted, especially when I am overcome by temptation.

Someone who will actually feel a little proud of me being his girlfriend, when I am having my crazy moments or sober-but-drunk moments.

Someone who will laugh at all my jokes, and make me laugh at all his jokes. Even when we’re not trying.
We would have our own playlist of songs meant for the both of us, even if they weren’t songs about two people being in love, because we will both have similar tastes in music.

Someone who'll stay on the phone with me till one of us falls asleep. Just listening to each other's voices.

All in all, just someone who is truly amazing, and someone I can be amazing to.

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