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I woke up it was seven,
Waited till eleven,
Just to figure out that I was soo bored..

I planned to go skating with Han and Willy yesterday cosI was bored and THOUGHT it would be fun..
Anything better than staying at home..
I mean... It was fun the day before..
Apart from the bangla about to laugh when I fell on my arse when I skated alone..
Plus, atleast talking to someone or joining a conversation was comforting...
Everything seemed OK the day before so I thought it would be super awesome yesterday..
Ended up skating with more people..
Han, Din, Aepul, Willy, Faris, and Iz~
Everything was different.
For example, the ChaiChee Open plaza..
For example, Hanzalah'znewly stencilled board. (Han and I for FALLEN!)
And the rest of the day went wrong~

Hey, I know where you're making this go. I'm here just waiting a while to get my adrenaline pumping for skate and you just had to ruin it.. You know what I hate and you had to blow it in my face like it's okay. Well, it's not. Do I need a freakin GAS MASK to tell you? I don't freakin care that you smoke but it doesn't mean that I like the smell or whatshits. You know me WAAAY better than THAT.. Couldn't you show a bit of respect for others? Especially since you know them..Like, really well. I tried to mend our friendship.But you just had to freakin ruin EVERYTHING.Maybe that's exactly what you want.. Like what Ana Ira said. "He's pissing you off so you could hate him and just forget him so HE could forget you.". WTF~

So there..
THAT'S how I got a headache.
It was too much maan..
I didn't have fresh air wherever I turn.
Fucking knob blew the fucking smoke in my face and didn't give a fucking damn and flashed that fucking "without you I can do whatever I want" face.
It may be a small matter..
But hell yeah I'm pissed...
If you wanted me to not be there, then tell me instead of giving me the piss you big jerk~
I'd gladly prefer that and thanks!
Geez~

Thank heavens that headache gave me a reason to get out..
Apparently, I left extra early just to skate near my area before my curfew at 8pm~
Soo much better being there with the boredom feeling.. So the headache went on till I fell asleep yesterday..

It was a familliar headache like my dad used to smoke.
First, I got nauseas..Felt like puking for and hour plus maan~
Then, it started to get a bit fuzzy and bright.
then a massive attack like I got hit by a hard-boiled three times at the soft bit at the side of my head.
Then it was just mild headachewhich was OK.
So, I was just sitting there sucking it all in.
Waste my time maan.
At least it didn't stop me from trying to skate at that place.
But then I couldn't take it and just went left without wanting to say goodbye..
Not that I didn't though~
No one was home yet. I just sat a while under my block and the headache was disappearing.(but still there ah~)

By the way, thanks L-E for stealing me away for a while and Din for being caring enough to ask if I was okay and Hanzalah(MR.TENAGA!) for being the UNintentional funny guy and Willy for making it. hahah..
Sorry if I looked annoyingly sulk-ish that day.
Now you know why..

And the tricks you guys did was kinda cool and I had fun watching you guys do them and imagining myself in you shoes.. hahah..
I'm soo sticking to Faisal in skateboarding..
Or or maybe I'm not cut out for it..
I should quit aye?
Yeah maybe..

Aaight.. I'm going to ECP for some picnic..
AND bringing my sk8board..
(Yeahh My dad found out)
and I suspect they're gonna celebrate my birthday..
don't tell them..
Supposed to be a surprise for me..
I'll pretend to get shocked..
You see my master plan?