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HAHA~!
I Got the Syan dood off my shoulders~!
I NEVER knew he was like that...
I mean.. His personality~
Horrible marnz~

Oh...
I don't remember much and I miss going out with DINOSAUR and ELIYYA~!
Haha~
Eventho he's quite quiet and queer~
haha

SAMUEL KEVEN is oficially my phone buddy~!
hahah~!
Da BOMB~
Sorry if I steal him from u guys ah~
Anyway~
I wanna say~
I'm SORRY SK~!

But I'll really miss you if you leave my side..
Even throughout the rocky path...
And tears fall
And we fall apart,
I never want you to leave my side...
Forever and ever...
Even if you want to...
And even if you hate me....
I don't care because
I don't want to get lost in this dark place...
And I'm paranoid of the dark...
A huge phobia I will never get over...
And you're the only one
pulling me out of the hole where this darkness lies...
The hole where I fell...
Even if you won't pull me out completely,
It's okay...
But just hold on to me...
So I'm near the surface..
And that little light shining through
is such a blessing shining in my face...
(Even now, when I don't love you anymore, I'm sorry~ But you're still a blessing~)

Oh ya...
Yesterday, 05112008,
I saw him smoking infront of my face..
I've never seen him smoke before...
And seeing him do that the first time,
breaks my heart...
It was the worst time ever...
He was in sch uniform and just walk and smoke like nobody's problem lidat...
Ouch marn~
But nehrmind ah...
I may hate him more...
but he's still my friend...
Nomatter how it hurts to see what he's doing~
It's just...
I just can't go like that...
I mean..
We can not go
Marnn~
The further I go from the memories as these new memories come...
Why am I making the fuss of it?
It's just cos...
I duno~!
He's soo nice n such a gentleman..
And a great friend...
GAWD AMIRAH~!
IT'S NOT LIKE HE LOST HIS VIRGINITY OR SMTH~!
Yar I know...
But...
I really don't like it lar~!
You die faster...
Then who's gonna be my light?
I'll fall faster down the hole~
whatever larh~
k luh..

After O's, I'll be working at Fullerton~
Aiyah~
In december than work there..
den...I take korean
den take violin lesson...
Will make new skater buddies~!
such as Pa'an and and Nadira?
Hrmmm
den fadhilon maybe...
but he scares me....
Hrmmm
den...
When I grow up,
I wan be pro skater can?
hahah~!
den ah,
hrmmm
oh yeah~!
Speaking of sk8ting,
I had an
AWESOME dream that me and Pa'an were PRO sk8ters~!
And guess what?
We WERE AT A TOURNAMENT WITH RYAN SHECKLER~!!!
UBER
CCUULLLEEEE~~~!!!!
gaaaahh~!!
HEAVEN~!
And you know what??!!!
I just realised that I'm more OBSESSED over my skateboard rather than these social life~!
How obsessed am i?
I talk to my board and and hug it bodoh~!
hahah~!
How weird???
VERY weird~!
Eh~!
you know what~?
I wan get sk8ter schoes ah~
But I down get gurl ones cos my feet shape are boy shape and if I wear girls one, very pain~
So then, if I get the normal doods one, it costs at least $140~
and the girls one is $70...
gahh~!
Can someone out there buy me one?
for my birthday present?
8D
Speaking of that,
I'm turning 17 and my height is still 151~!!!
Sangat tak cool~!
Nobody will take me fer serious..
You know, everytime i wan go watch NC16 movie,
They always ask for IC~
arsehole~
I know...Size may be daunting~

Eh~
oh yar~
that time,
Me, Eliyya, Audi, Pa'an and Yan went to catch a movie~
The Coffin~
Gerek tseh~!
But only bcos I close my eyes and my ears~
Scary ah~
Den Yan went home and the rest of us went to Orchard...
Far East Plaza (where we check out the HOT boards~!)
Den sat at starbucks~
A lot ah~
Pa'an IS MODEL POTENTIAL~!
He kena approach twice~!
By tito gari and this oth lady~
Chehh Pan~
How cule~??~!!
He got namecard~!
hahar wth?!
He said the lady like terrorist~
hahah~!
cos she suddenly go up to him...
hahah~!
Freelance model tsehh~!
Oh~
Pa'an~!
You looked gay lah that time...
with ur shirt..
But can lah~
Oh...
Papan DROOLED on his sleeve~!
shame2~!
hahah~!
k luh~!
Take care~!

AND ELIYYA'S VOICE ROCKS THE WORLD BODOH~!
Anybody wan sponsor her?
Hopefully she won't forget me when she gets famous~
XD
Kay~

tattaa~!!!