☀ Wednesday, October 17, 2007 (8:45 PM)
DoooD
GOD!!
Help me
!!!
I wanna pass my exam!!!
I wanna go express sec 4....
*cries*
I pass ONLY english tsehh~
tt one oso, duno overall...
oh my....
Gosh..I did badly...
Rawrrr!!!!
I dunno what's happening to me...
It's horrible really....
You have parents having high hopes fer you...
Especially when she gives up hope in her oth 3 children....
I promised I'd go to poly and start on a big2 job and help up with the family...
But seriously...
I think i've got smething wrong with my head...
I can't seem to remember...
I'm tired of dad always scolding me and raising his voice fer no effing reason,
I'm tired of him suddenly being soo childish and get angry over one tiny thing,
I'm tired of being treated like as if i'm only 10 by him...
Like dood... I'M A FREAKIN 15-year-old TEENAGER!!!
I'm tired of not being able to do the kind of things i've always wanted to do(like sk8brding),
I'm tired of this messy, overcrowded house,
I'm tired of cleaning up after them...
I'm tired of always fighting with my over-pampered younger sister and taking the blame....
I wanna live by the beach...
among the seashells, sandy shore, clear water...
I wanna stay there...
Forever...
I wanna be alone...
With my blog, my msn, my hp, music, and my teddy bear...
and with a chest full of money...
I'll make friends...
Make friends from the sea...
I'll ride a bike to school...
Be fit and sexy...
LAWL!!(okay..this is too much)
But i mean...
If you have an opportunity like this,
u'd live it right?Soo much freedom to clear your head to...
rawrr rawrr *scratch-scratch*
or maybe it's just me being paranoid about all this...
yehh~
Oh well...
This is the life lived in Singapore...
oh soo expensive singapore...
nice place to live in...
Too nice and expensive...
ok....
here i go....
IZHARUL IS GAY....
YET, HE IS THE HOTTEST BOY THAT EVER ROCKED MY WORLD...
I CHOP ALREADY...
HE CANNOT UNCHOP BECAUSE IT'S AGAINST THE LAW....
PUIPUI~
TOINK~
[he's also the hottest boy in the gayboy magazine.]
I know, I know!!!
liyana'll read this and she'll say...
"izharul, izharul, izharul...tk habis-habis izharul"
so liyana, SHHHHHH!!!
my business ahh~
i promote ur _________'s name then you know...
hahaha
lawl....
oi...
i just realised...
It's been 8 mnths that Iz and I are ONLY friends...(So guys, stop asking the same questions)
hahah...
I need an antidote fer irony...
Well, it goes on...
but yeahh~
got this restriction between us,
we live with each other thru smsgs,
group outings and
sweet nothings at school~
This paranoid side of me keeps saying: "what if he doesn't really like me" or "what if he suddenly falls fer another girl?" with an OMO at the end of that type of question...
girls are girls...
lame, pathetic and bored....
sentimental, girly and eeewwwwww~!
haha...
but yehh~
it's true when that happens...
when that happens,
I 'd be thinking...
"maybe he's not really the right one? OMO?!"
But as i said...
It's the paranoid side of me...
It's good that we're just friends...
(I guess)
At least it's something right?
Oh wait..
What if he really IS PLAYING WITH MY FEELINGS??!!!
oh my!
maybe he IS a bitch!
what if he's just waiting for the right time to tell me he's....
he's.....
he's....
GAY!!!
Oh.
EMMMM.
G~!
HE IS HOTTEST MAN IN THE GAYBOY MAGAZINE!
I mean...
boy~
hahaha...
(justified)
lawl~
I'll be like....
*slap-slap*
*baeng-baeng!*
"you deserve to have holes in your head!"
haha...
Hello Izharul!!!!!
Anyeonghasaeyo!
Cheongmal Saranghaeyo!!
haha...
babo sarang~
We're Still Holding On~Darling~
"Oh Bother"
