☀ Thursday, February 01, 2007 (8:20 PM)
Antidote for Irony~
I'm still alive! muaahahahahahaxkzz....
How do people laugh like that?
Soo weird... OhMyGawdd!!!
Saturday ish my birthday tau!
Wuahaha...
Get me a present! must!
hehehe... So anyway...
On saturday,
I'm going out with Eliyya and Ryan...
hehe...
smile!!! Gonna go arcade!
Then watch movie!
And to the beach we shall be!!!
nyahhharz! My mum don't trust me though...
She said " You're not going out on saturday!"
Me "But it's my birthday! I told you last week and you said 'okay'!"
Mum "So what if it's your birthday?!" Then THAT just broke my heart!!!
Walaoweiii... I'm still going out tho...
I don't care!
Gotta prove to my mum that I'll be fine with guys...
She just gotta trust me...
I'm going out even if it's the only entertainment I'm gonna be having this year...
Anyway...
It's been cold since I was single...
I'm still single...
And it's cold...still...
It's either raining or very windy...
I feel soo bored lahh..
Can't believe that guy has a girlfriend...
I mean...
I know him many more months then he knew that girl...
(talking bout 'chicken little')
I hate guys lahh..
Serious...
Except for Ryan & K_ _...
They're very nice...
Other than them, the rest are just bastards...
Okay...
Serious ahh...
But anyway...
I dunno why...
The only guy whom I'll cherish our memories together ish Afique...
Haaa...He nice larr...
We've never fought before,
never hated each other,
never talk about our ex's or crushes or
whatever to make each other jealous...
Serious ahh...
I miss him loads...
I have no idea why HE broke up with me...
I haven't done anything bad!!
I cherished him & loved him...
I was about to give him a present but he already had it...
so paisey ah me...
But I kept it...
I feel like as if I dun belong to this world....
~ Cheyy... Feeling ah budak tu... XD~
And all the questions I've wasted on you are destroyed..
Sometimes I ask if you're the reason I live...
But I'll never forget the times we spend together running away
Now that we've moved on,
I'll smile 2 stories from the coldest breath...
But I'll never forget the times we spend running away from us...
~........ Running away from us...
Nice right?
I know ahh...
Thank you, thank you...
I'm a literature student...
CHEYY!!!
mapek sey budak tu...
Guess what?
I'm emo...
Well..
It's obvious...
Speaking of emo...
What's wrong with being one?
Some people just don't know what emo is...
It's bugging me!!!!
Walao...
Emo people have a life okay!
Doesn't mean that they're emo, they're emotional...
They have a life!
They live!
They just get soo fucked up when people hurt us mentally...
Serious...
This pledge of ignorance,
Is not to be an absence...
We don't care what you do...
No one we shall rescue...
We know you're just jealous...
Cos we Bleed for us...
Get away from our lives....
You volatile little mice!
When your light begins to fade,
We advocate you to asphyxiate...
We'll make it through one fine day...
Cos being emo is our way... ~THIS was personally composed by me...So...Don't you dare Rip it...~
And...
Oh yea....
Emo is not just fasion or emotional...
It's a statement...
A pledge...
Punk is not just punk...
It's a life of music, dirtbags and smelly people....
Gothic is just fasion....
They have lives...
They just love black okay! Jiwangs are just jo's...
actually...Jiwang is malay version of emo ahh...
Metalcore SlasH hardcore SlasH emocore are people who can understand others wayy better and they're just more poetic...You're just jealous...hehe...
"Oh Bother"